i cant say for sure that it is either the fault of the servers holding my data or my own fault for trusting the autoupdate feature in wordpress itself… perhaps, being a presbyterian and a calvanist its simply destiny — either way i lost all the data that once held this site together and the posts that made it what it was — as few as they may have been, i dictated every single one and was proud of them. however – based entirely on the fact that the workings of my government have become so appallingly lopsided and pointless that i am no longer motivated to make this blog about anything even resembling reporting and giving my own thoughts on modern american political issues. in fact, if the nation defaults on its debts and they don’t borrow more of the “future” that evaporated the day we took ourselves off the gold standard, i wont get paid a few days from now and that will dictate that paying for my current web hosting plan for another year will not be possible and thus it is in this sites best interest that i take a few metaphorical steps back and wait before i waste energy writing content for websites that i dont have the cash to keep running. better that i take the time waiting ti see what happens carefully outlining what im going to do with this site and at this point im leaning toward making this an online record and diary of my inability to get anybody to care that i have not moved in seven years and will never move again unless i bump head long into a miracle.
-shadeofgrey